Wishes of mine

It a pretty simple concept,the fact that we all wish or wonder of what could be if life was different.Its simple at times like wanting to be a different person no matter who it may be.Jealousy motivates some of these wanting.."i wish i was her" or "why cant that be me" we often stumble on these thoughts depending what a person has that we ourselves don't..[money,looks,love,talent,brains]always wanting to walk in someone Else's shoes instead of our own.
Well here my most recent what if's:

WHY CANT I BE A GUY:
Yeah i know even monkeys could write a song about his topic.Every where i go i hear songs about girls wanting to be guys...although guys never sing about this topic there many reasons....maybe they would be considered gay? I don't know society these days can be very close minded about these things.We get our period which is mostly pains,feeling sore,and ALOT of mixed emotions about everything.Our hair never wants to stay the way we want it which includes the constant grooming if i was a guy i'd shower & just leeave it at that no blow drying,hair products,straightning irons or curling irons.Make-up would not be part of my vocabulary =] and just the little things...I would LOVE to just take my shirt off no boobs to hold be back lmao.Just walk around looking like i just got out of bed and be all badass[i think part of that was from one tree hill]

next...

I WISH I COULD BE A KID AGAIN
i know im just 16 but i would LOVE to relive my childhood..i recently spent my day with my niece and nephew.They constantly laugh have NO cares in the world and they haven't been affected by the crule world...yet.Just to stay a child would be amazing,its would be like living in a candy shop =] yea my metaphors suck >.< .But i just want to be care free again.I hate when im having a great time and then it hits you like a ton of bricks somethign not so plesent and it just ruins you day.Crazy how much stuff us teens cope with these days.I would just love to worry about somethign like fiding a lost toy for i dont get in trouble or cryign abotu a broken toy.i would trade those worries for the ones i have now ANY day.When you werent affected by what happened at home because most of the time you were unaware of the fact.Best Friends was a statement it wasnt broken by stupid things before we all got our periods and got all bitchy.I would love to go bakc to a world or time when Betrayl,Jealousy,Heartbreak,Depression were just big words that had no meaning to me and i didnt even know about.

First Snow Day =]

so considering our school or the board of ed. got a new supervisor we kinda had no snow days this year....till today =]
well today began finals for the first semester of junior year[its seems to fly by SO fast]but due to the snow we get to stay home & study more...
well my mom was in a motherly mood last night makin my dad sleep on my bed and having me sleep with her.It was funny seeign my dad passed out on my pink pillows and stuff next to my carebears....
this morning i woke up to my mom on the phone saying i should have my dad take my to my sissys<3
so i check all my stuff myspace,facebook,ect. put on my most lovely leggings[i tend to wear random colored not normal ones]added on a skirt,shirt,sweat[KV reppin],coat and these amazing slipper boots =] i added on normal boots on top to keep toasty.
i got to my sisters house around 10 ish where i was given breakfast with EXTRA ketchup[i LOVE ketchup].
towards the afternoon i had pasta and now bloggin or whatever this is called =]